The life im having right now...
seeems to be so dull..
IM sad..
and exhausted...

i dunno wats wrong
now adays... i get angry easily..
at school,
at home,
at meeting,
even when im having outing with frens,
i can hardly feel happy...

i used to be a happy-go-lucky grace last time,
and i want her BACK right now!
I admit,
i have my temper sumtimes..
and this sux....
seriously...

tell u wat..
yesterday when i was having meeting,
i didnt talk much,
i even scolded my members for not doin their work well..
and someone cried.
i felt so so so sorry..
haih..
actually that wasnt true...
in fact.. she already did her best,
it was me...
i was the one who didnt do well..
i shudnt pressure them..
IM SORRY

but trust me... if i didnt do so,
there will be no improvement ..
if we want to win.. thats wat i can do..
mayb for now.. they wun understand,
bt 1 day...
i believe
1 day they will know and understand..

GOODNIGHT